Merry Christmas

2010, where did you go? At the beginning of the year, Sam turned 4. We were adjusting to having two boys in the house. It got louder, faster, and crazier...but we wouldn't have it any other way!

Ethan turned one in May. He is a great cuddler and as fast a mover as they come. He loves Mickey Mouse, dancing, and being anywhere with his older brother. Samuel is almost 5 now. He is growing into a smart, quick-witted and insightful child. He has taught me a lot about myself. He keeps me honest. Samuel was tentative about a new brother, and unsure about sharing our attention. However, now he is the first one to tell Ethan it will be alright, how to climb onto the couch safely, and where to find his shoes. Samuel is such a great big brother!

This time of year is really hectic for us. Thanksgiving is the beginning of the busy season. Once December gets here it is birthdays followed by the frantic shopping trips. I used to be done with my shopping and gifts wrapped by September or early October. It was so easy then. Now, I live with panic of the dreaded moment when Sam will sit on Santa's knee and profess his love for a toy I have never heard of and cannot find in time for Christmas!

I do well to figure out what I am going to get everyone, much less finding the time or space to hide them. Of course, every year I say it will be easier the next year because I have a plan. Secretly, I like the hustle and bustle. It makes me feel good to know that I can still get my checklist done in time.

Samuel wants a Batman superhero birthday this year. I, amidst the holiday blur, must plan an awesome 5th birthday for my little boy. I can't believe he is almost 5 years old. I remember being pregnant and hoping he would get here in time for Christmas. He was the best present I could hope for because he made me a Mom. It is the most important job I have.

I hope that your holiday is wonderful, and that you take the time to enjoy it. The little smiles of excitement and giggles as the anticipation of the season get nearer are some of the best and fleeting moments we have. I plan to cuddle up on the couch, watch Christmas movies and drink cocoa while watching the tree lights glimmer. Merry Christmas to you and yours!!